Hello.

Hello. This is my YouTube channel. Now, I don't really do stuff like this, you know, try to present myself out there. I consider myself to be socially awkward. I don't try to get out there a lot from what I know. Um, but I just I wanted to start this channel. I meant to start this

channel forever ago. Um, but I didn't have anything to really do or say. Um, but now I'm at a point where I just I want to talk about stuff. Just stuff going on in my life and stuff that's bothering me, stuff that I may find funny, stuff that you know, just annoys me and I feel like

I can take all that out here. Um, I just feel like that's probably the best way for for me to do it. Now, um, I I suffer with depression a lot, I feel like. Um, there's a lot of things that have happened that um, don't really make me happy. I feel just sad a lot and

it's >> [snorts] >> it's not very good. I mean, I'm feeling better now, but you know, over the course of some time, it's it's just something I've been consistently dealing with. I've been trying to talk to a therapist, but um and it's hard to talk about. I feel like it's it would be hard to talk about to my

parents, a little embarrassing, a little hard to you know, put out there to them. So, maybe I'm thinking if I just turn here, it'll probably be better, hopefully be better for me cuz I want to talk to somebody. I want someone to understand, but you know, I feel like talking to someone I know, like my parents or

maybe someone I don't know, like a therapist. I I don't I feel like they're both just going to be weird, but I don't know. I'm just going to give this a shot and see, but otherwise I I have other stuff I can talk about um when I'm not feeling uh bad and uh