كنت أستغفر… لكن حياتي تسوء | السر الذي لم يخبرك به أحد عن الاستغفار

Let me ask you a slightly scary question. Have you ever sincerely sought forgiveness and then experienced worse things, like hardship, setbacks, people distancing themselves from you, or delayed sustenance? You ask yourself, "Why? What's the reason? I'm seeking forgiveness, but the world is against me, the world has turned against me." Today, I'm going to tell you the secret: seeking forgiveness doesn't just

erase sins; it also changes your consciousness. And if your consciousness doesn't change, the sin will return in a different form, even stronger. Let me tell you what happened to me personally. [Music] Peace, love, and safety be upon you, wherever you are watching from. Welcome to the journey of the master of seeking forgiveness with your brother, Sultan. Today, we will delve

deeper into the process of seeking forgiveness and why, when we make it a daily practice, we often experience setbacks. Things always seem to work against us instead of helping us. There was a period in my life when I sought forgiveness a lot, but at the same time, I would return to the same

habit, or let's say, the same thought, the same reaction to an incident or something that happened in front of me. I would revert to the same reaction. And I was At the same time, I sit with myself and say, "Oh God, why? Why do these events keep repeating themselves? What's happening?" Honestly, I wasn't asking for forgiveness; I was just

asking for the pain to disappear without changing myself, without stopping the source of the pain. That's when I realized that awareness is the beginning of healing. Anything without awareness, even worship, becomes a habit. This made it clear to me that awareness is the beginning of healing; without awareness, every act of worship turns into a habit. And that's when I