fobia social

I have social phobia. This is my diagnosis. This is the most sincere and difficult video I have ever made. I don’t know if I’ll post it yet, but if you’re seeing this, I did.

>> My name is Felipe, you can call me Felkar. I am 27 years old. When I was 12, I started getting bullied. At first it was name-calling, then it turned into physical aggression. I remember one day, though my bullies probably don't, when I was in the bathroom and five boys bigger and stronger than me

beat me up. They didn't just hit me until I was tired, but until they were tired. That day, when the bell rang for the break, it ended the fun. They went to their classrooms and I stayed behind . I was in no condition. I locked myself in a stall and cried. I cried

until all the pain was purged from my being. And it wasn't enough. I cried very little for how much I suffered. From 14 to 18, I just survived. I kept myself alive and that was all. When I thought about school the next day, there was so much fear, so much fear, that it became very tempting to just

find a way to end it. End everything, end the suffering once and for all. This is the story of someone who suffered bullying. Just another one. When I finished high school, I had been beaten so much for so long, it was 8 years, suffered so much, that I told my parents: "I'll make videos, whatever,

but I won't be able to face college, I can't face another classroom." When I say social phobia, that is a very small and ridiculous term to portray those who suffer from it. What I’m going to say here is something I haven't told anyone, maybe not even myself. And why am I doing this? Because I don't want