She Felt Broken For 30 Years, Until This Happened | Finding Freedom Podcast

just feel very scared. >> That would be horrific and incredibly devastating and heartbreaking for a child. I totally get that. Listen, here's the joke. No one no one could ever hurt you more than you've been doing for 30 plus years. Well, the real question is what is wrong with me that I think there's something wrong with me?

>> Holy [ __ ] balls, Peter. I'm [ __ ] awakened. >> I grew up with a mother who suffered paranoia schizophrenia. My deepest fear is that I will end up with her sickness. I feel quite anxious doing this. I would just like some help to navigate these emotions and feelings and to feel

safe cuz I feel quite anxious a lot of the time. I just would like to be free. >> I feel like I'm with an uncle. >> With an uncle, Uncle Pete. >> And yeah, I was quite nervous. And then when you popped on, it's like my little nerves just dissipated. >> Oh, okay. Well, that's good. It's better

than the other way around where you're calm and then you got nervous when I jumped on. >> Well, last week I cried my eyes out. >> Ah, that's okay. And I got your video and you were very sweet and vulnerable and obviously shed quite a few tears. And it's okay. You can you can cry as

much as you want. This is a safe space. So, um, the waterworks have started. Um, where are you based, my dear? You down in Australia? >> Melbourne. >> Melbourne. Okay. Beautiful part of the world. Um, so yeah. So what what comes to mind as the tears are sort of starting to flow? What is it that you're

present to? >> Last week I just I felt very disappointed. It's like I was waiting waiting for this and I was nervous but excited at the same time and a memory come up and it was very small and it was mom and dad are separated and dad would say he would come and get me.