A Girl Like Me

every black female has a big butt and big boobs loud obnoxious ghetto light skin being more attractive than dark skin we're not smart we're this way we're that way and a lot of times we have to prove ourselves that not being true at a young age I already knew the standards for a

girl like me as I become older they become more obvious you have to have permed hair relaxed hair you know straight hair or like blonde hair you know long waves or something and if it's natural that's even that's that's good hair like bad hair is hair you have to relax because it's kinky like it's not like appealing

to have like natural hairstyles or like if they are natur they have to be like the curly head like black girls that's something that looks mixed to something I remember when I first started wearing my hair natural at first my mom was okay with it and she she thought it it looked nice and then after like the second day

she was like oh stop that she was like you're starting to look African I was like well I am African and that really pissed me off there are standards that are imposed upon us like um you know you're pretty you're prettier if you're light skinn I knew people in the past that like just like wanted to be

lightskinned not for any particular reason you know cuz they love theirselves I mean they they love theel except for you know the color of their skin like my siblings are all lighter than me and my um my mom she's dark skinned but she's lighter than me so like I noticed and I was like hey how

come I'm the darkest and you know everybody else is so light and I don't know since I was younger I I also considered being lighter as a form of beauty or you know be more you know beautiful than being dark skinned so I used to think of myself as being ugly cuz I was dark skinned I knew people who