OVERCOMING MY ADDICTION

what's going on guys so for about the last three years i have been battling an addiction that has been compromising my future and my relationships so when you go on adult sites you may see ads for campsites well sometimes i'd spend an hour or two on an adult site trying to find the

perfect video and then one day i finally caved in and wanted to see what the fuss about these campsites were probably the worst decision i've ever made because i got sucked in slowly but surely slowly over time it started off with you know maybe one or two ten dollar purchases tipping them out of ten dollars here and there

innocent nothing huge nothing significant but after about three to six months of experimenting and visiting the uh these campsites i realized myself going on it more and more frequently and fast forward to the last i want to say eight months every single month i have been spending any and every last bit of extra money

that i have come in monthly on campsites on online paid porn on models and it has not only compromised my relationship but my future luckily i have a very understanding partner you guys all know her as nicole drinkwater and i finally had the courage to open up to her about it because i had no savings i had nothing

for my future nothing um and even at one point i was getting into a negative balance and i had to make excuses as to why i couldn't afford to go out to this nice dinner or why we couldn't take this trip here or why i couldn't do this or that i had to make excuses

because i wasn't ready to admit the truth the truth is that i have been wasting all of my money on this campsite addiction and i have always been someone who i felt was good with money in the sense where i didn't spend my money on clothes on any anything materialistic on cars on