Verlassene Eltern: Wenn das eigene Kind von Zuhause wegläuft I 37 Grad

You wouldn't believe what a few days on the street can do to a child, and honestly, I wouldn't want to see anyone in that state, but especially not my own [music] child. When you live on the street for a few days and are under the influence of drugs, you change drastically. It's not something that can be fixed with just one shower.

It actually started when she was about 14, when I expanded her radius, when she went to her horse alone. It was such a gradual process. Then she would sometimes come home stoned or drunk. Well, the problems I had were more that she became so unreliable, and I didn't know anymore if she was keeping

her agreements. She was supposed to be home at 8 p.m., and then she didn't come, and didn't come until 9 p.m., didn't come until 10 p.m., and didn't come until 11 p.m. [music] Then sometimes I would pick her up, look for her, call her, but then she wouldn't answer. Then the phone was

turned off. What do you do when you can't reach your own daughter and it gets dark? At first, Amelie still came. I go home now and then, but that's becoming less frequent. On the one hand, of course, I

went out to find her. On the other hand, I was also genuinely afraid of finding her in the hotspots. However, that was during the periods when she was completely missing for weeks and we didn't have the slightest clue. I've also had phases where I simply thought, what could be easier? You die, yes, because it hurts so much and is so difficult.

Yes, and when you think that I would die for one of my children if it would benefit them, the thought isn't so far-fetched.