Porte - Pessimist

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[music] >> I don't feel adjusted up to date. Smile in public, [music] but I'm dying. Feeling my >> [singing] >> bones ache, but still [music] wakes me up when I try to sleep. I just >> [music] >> don't know what my life is. Now I let you see people's eyes. No heroes >> [music]

>> left inside my head. Just broken prayers I have >> [music] >> never said. Yeah, okay. I'm just [music] controlled from the silent war inside my [music] soul. My life is shattered on The truth can >> [music] >> cut right through the room.

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[music] >> They're talking cold war and heavy thoughts on the beat. numb love was real [music] until it broke. Now every promise feels like smoke. I learned a lot >> [singing] >> of destroys to hide the noise inside my voice. [music] No ending here just fading light [singing] along the wire I call my life. I'm not okay.

I'm just control >> [music] >> the silence inside my soul. If life is better on the the truth [music] can't cut right through the

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[music] >> I don't feel like trusting yet to pain. Smile in public >> [music] >> but the memory of how badly >> [music] >> it still wakes me up when I try to >> [music] >> sleep.