Give Me 10 Minutes, And I'll Free Your Mind

I I don't have the confidence in myself. I do these things. I did a law degree. I went into a show where I did extremely well, even though I was so scared to do it. I would tell people, "Don't worry. I'm going to fail. I'm going to come back. It's fine, but I'm going to do

it." However, I still can't get out of my head that I'm not good enough. This has been my whole life, and maybe you can help me unpack this a little bit. I know back when I was younger and I was at school, they called me Barbie, but not in a positive way. It was about

calling me a bimbo, an airhead. So, I always had to prove to everybody that I was more than just my hair color. And I'm just like, "Why can't I get rid of this when I feel like I know where it stemmed from?" But, everything I go into, even creating this podcast, I was

saying to Chris, I was like, "No one's going to want to listen to us. Like, why why start this?" And it's like everything I do. And I'm actually I'm kind of sick of it. I'm over it. I'm over feeling like that. So, first of all, I have nothing but compassion. You know, the little girl in you that's

still if you look at like being called Barbie and you understand that it was more derogatory, right? Like, okay, I'm sure you're both as you are now pretty girls as well as pretty women, but that can be an onus. Like, that can be a disadvantage for a lot of women, right? Cuz there's an expectation that comes

with that. But, I do want to address what you just shared because in your language, you said that you have to prove that you're more than your hair color, right? So, at that moment that that little girl who was like 8 to 12 to 15 or whatever is young, impressionable, what we want to be able to identify with