When You Think Everything Is Up to You | Finding Freedom Podcast

That's domination. That's manipulation. That's narcissism. That's gaslighting. That's not a healthy environment for the baby. >> No. >> When we make others wrong, it is one of the pettiest things that humans do. >> Yeah. >> Who was the only abuser? >> My mom recently died. So, I think I just I've just kind of lost myself. I don't

know really who am I. So, I'm in this space of kind of limbo. I really could do with help of getting free. Thank you, Peter. >> Hi, this is Peter Cron and you're listening to finding freedom. In this episode, I got to speak with Vicki and she took on at a very young age the idea

that it was incumbent upon her to take care of one of her parents. So, for any of you out there who have at any point felt that you needed to blame someone, particularly a parent, for the circumstances of your life, this episode is for you. And it is my wish as always that at the end of this episode you too

get to find freedom. >> Bit nervous. It's nervous in when you're in the hot seat. >> That's quite all right. Yeah, that's okay. That happens. >> Um but yeah, in terms of kind of a bit of a context, I guess where I've been, I guess, for kind of the last 18 months, I've described it as kind of the worst

18 months of my life, to be honest. Um >> Okay. There's just been a lot of obviously deaths, physical deaths, endings of things, and I just feel like everything's kind of tumbled tumbling down. Um, obviously like you mentioned that my mom died last year, uh, May last year. I was caring for her really for

the last three years since she'd been diagnosed with cancer. >> Okay. >> But really in care of her for the last kind of 40 years in like in reality. Um, so >> how old are you now? I'm 42. >> Okay. So, you started take care giving very early. Okay. >> From the womb I feel um