মেয়ে হয়েছি বলে কি নিজের মতো করে বাঁচার অধিকার নেই?॥Podcast with Sunita kar|| Souvik Bagchi Podcast

I am not straight. Just fill the entire diary. Tears and sorrow were written. I am thinking. If I don't cross the limit today, I I do what I can ultimately do. I can't do it. Bathing for five to seven days I'm not doing it. Okay. I am not eating. I am proud. I'm screaming, "Don't let me do this."

Become a girl yourself and become a female photographer. When it comes to hiring, their brothers are very Why did you leave home? 50 days in a row within these four walls of my own There is in He will automatically go crazy. Let your career be ruined. Hmm. You stay home. My mother called someone.

Saying yes, stay home. What? Career? Nothing, no physical beating. Hmm. Lots of washing. Hmm. My hair is burnt. He says that Sunita will not go. He is unwell. I am fine at this point. As many times as I'm going to say He is beating me. My throat was cut. I haven't eaten all day.

It's choking. I'm telling my mom that I feel like it. No sound comes out of my throat. Right. Yes. Now my mother is beating me. He had said something. You will judge me as a normal person. Yes. At that time, a friend of mine Didn't knock me out. Huh. How are you? I said something.

Two children at the age of 23, like your daughter. I will take it with me. I told my parents that Leave your broken arms and legs behind. Marar Trade Giving. My parents support them. Did. You gave birth to me. I come from you. So then? Ultimately, the blame should be yours. My Nine

No time, no problem. Even if I don't cook, I can learn it. What is ultimately what I am good at? Maybe I'm giving up photography for a fan. I think it might be over while looking at it. I will go against my left. This is me. I never thought. I wasn't saying that.

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So hello everyone, another new podcast. I'm leaving with the video. So today we Many guests are favorite female guests. Influencer Creator. Only he means He is not only an influencer but also a creator. Plus There is a big story in his life. So much I would like to give more of an intro without going into details.

No. Why, just by looking at it, you'll know who's coming. Her My name is Sunita Kar. Tell me, Sunita. How is it? Feel like coming to my podcast? It feels good. And most interestingly The thing is, I know Souvik. From today It's been almost five years. For five years We both know each other. Ultimately ours

It's a second. I have known you for five years. So Tell me how you feel. No, I mean, first of all, congratulations. 50k followers completed Okay, so you're good content on Facebook too. Banas Plus is also a challenge on YouTube. Okay, you're fine, everything is fine. We will say but when I was five years ago

When I saw you, you were far from me. To take the trigger battery or not I came to get the battery for the trigger. You were struggling from there. So in that story, we're pretty much right. Changes: Today's Sunita has changed a lot. Many missions have been updated. It's done, I saw him when I came.

We've been talking for a long time today, I understand. Anyway. So Sunita, you don't live in Nabadwip anymore. So, what city or where are you now? Stay. Now I live in the City of Sorry, the City of Joy. Well, you mean from Kolkata for now. You're doing your job, Total. You used to live in Nabadwip, right?

We are coming to the story, why are you here? So, in the new city you are in now, How do you like the city? Since a girl from Nabadwip is alone now You are in Kolkata. So now if that experience of yours is a little... Tell me. First of all, I never thought I was alone.

A girl to be around. The second is where I am. I already know the arrow. Mine is like that. I haven't faced any problems so far. Alone While You mean the name of the place, right? I won't ask why you have one. You stay plus some of your security reasons. Of course, we can name the place.

I'm skipping, but you're in Kolkata right now. So you're operating everything from there, right? You tell me that you are only for one girl. You live alone in a city that is all yours now. Separation from family is all you. We'll come back to that later, you're the one who's riding. What problems are you facing in your place and what are you doing?

What do you mean by the advantage you have in that place? What are the disadvantages and advantages? The advantage is that I have my own Everyone knows the hometown of Nabadwip So, the journey from Nabadwip is very tough. It meant doing daily passenger service, but It's a lot of tough stuff, right? The only advantage of working from Kolkata is that

Timely I can go I mean anywhere. You don't have to get up so early if you're going. Yes, but what is the problem? Help me with the kitchen chores. I have to go out because I live alone. I haven't faced anything scary yet. Someone has been very sick, it's okay to feel that way.

It would have been better if someone had been there at that time. I wish I had a glass of water to wake myself up. I have a high fever and something like that has happened. It's only happened once, but where I I live opposite my flat. Apollo, right? There wasn't much pressure. I understand that you are better off alone.

So I'm fine alone, yes. What should be should be All people should have that. I mean, I think that except for one time People should give themselves some time. Because as long as you're alone, you're okay. You will recognize yourself. What were you like before? How are you now? What will you be like later?

What should you do or not do? No, what can you do? You will understand these things until you are alone. No So Sunita, why are you a photographer? You've had many other professions, even if you've only been in one. Friends who are with you at that time, at that time Many people who mean to be Kashu become models.

She went to Nabadwip and became a good model. Many people are becoming makeup artists. Many have gone on to become designers. Jewelry stores have all opened, many are selling saris You're doing this, you mean, you're a girl. How did you come to think of me as a girl? How did I come up with the idea of ​​doing photography?

We don't usually see you, we rarely see you. Since you came, many people have been saying that you are always slow. Slowly means moving towards professionalism. It means that the full professional starts doing the work. Then many girls also tried to see you more. Many people were doing this even before you did it now.

I guess there were not many familiar faces, right? Wasn't there less but okay if why edge Suddenly, a girl becomes a mockery like Nabadwip. That's a bit of a problem from the city area. The place must be Makshara, our Krishnanagar. Very funny, I'll tell you a little while standing there. How did you come up with this idea?

Whether it's photography or being a photographer, Tell us the story. Why don't you think about it in my head too? Photography Why did I come here in the first place? So the story is interesting and the story is very I mean, the journey is very tough, I'm saying that when I was young

I was good at studying. The result would have been one of my expectations. It was that girl who would do something good, the girl was good. It's a matter of whether you do something or not. There were expectations. Is it normal this time or is it because of my great pain? Is doing it

I get good results. I'm good at studying, but that pressure is mine. I have to do something good because I have a brother after me. So let him see me. For that, he treats me well on his own feet. You have to stand up. Then the photographer in my head The bridal industry is here.

There's so much to explore outside. To be honest, I didn't know these things. So 2019 then Then, before Mayo Covid, my father one day Suddenly, in front of me, he told me. That I really want your name in the newspaper. Get up, let your picture come out. I want you to get off your four-wheeler and take it with you.

The file will be with an umbrella next to you. It's okay to stand there and not listen to them. I was very emotional. That ultimately, parents are the sons and daughters I never want anything from you. I didn't even want it, I don't have any expectations. Otherwise, I'll go to the civil service.

Afraat but afraat I will study WBCS Basically I am preparing for DM. I'll take it to be DM. Ultimately, the mode turned when Covid There's a grandfather who lives next to my house. There was a camera nearby and it was bigger than the camera. The thing is, he has such beautiful pictures on his phone.

Tulot means macro of small insects Macrophotography is called Yes, I really like them now. I think of an ant as a water drop. Drop is okay, what do you mean by eating? How did you take it out and capture it? My interest I am now exploring photography. I'm doing research on what to do.

By Now I asked him before that. So, how did you take this picture? I was thinking, brother, without a camera. He told me it was okay not to take pictures. That's what I took with my phone with a lens attached. I really want to give it to you, brother. I use the time already Covid

Lockdown is going on, leaving the house like this I can't. What does a job mean? I've become interested in something. Let's go. I don't do that. I do it without thinking. I then I used to do macrophotography. My brother's Two to two and a half thousand taka saved nearby Was. Five years ago today, I

My brother's age is probably nine to 10. And many months He has saved money. I will buy the lens. And then 2000 rupees. I don't earn anything. Then five or six years ago, he told me I brought all the money, why did you give me the lens? I had a real seat at home that

I used to take pictures with that phone that used to lag all day. Okay, then I'll pick up the various I searched for the photographers' IDs and found various ones. I joined the group and saw their pictures. Slowly, a love grew between us. The portrait that was taken Or I will never be able to do this shooting.

There was no fascination. Okay? My I wish I had a time to myself. I had the wish that I was alive. I will be a photographer. Okay? Where does the money come from? I don't know how to use the lens. I will buy it. I don't know. But I know that. I have to take a picture of Brother Baghsingh. Diameter

I don't want anything else in life. I have one like this. There was a thought. It's still there, at that time, almost. Oram thinks that a year or two will pass and that grandfather will I was just messing around with the camera. Yes, I have learned to take pictures automatically. What does manual mode do when watching YouTube?

I won't take it in auto, I'm learning manual. Fine. It's been about one to two years since I I also had a classmate named Disha. One day Disha Sha took me to her house. Goes. Okay. To do something project. I went. Let's go to his house. With her sister Talk to me. Saying in front of his sister that

You know, my brother's name is Sunita. He is very good. Takes pictures. He takes very good pictures. I I didn't do that. Yes, okay. Let's go. Appreciating. But what can I say about his sister? Serious How did you take the picture? Who is that sister you are talking about? A few days ago, Didi called me.

I'll take some pictures and do my makeup. I took a few portraits of myself. I said okay. Where was your camera then? I'm telling you, I told that grandfather of mine that Listen, you're at home today, I'm yours. I'll take your camera since it's your grandfather's. The camera fell into his house while he was doing his job.

I would not have used Nikon 5300 if I had. Sometimes I would dress up and bring it, but my brother said it was okay. I brought it. I went to my aunt's house and took pictures. Outdoor Didi posted Then I feel very happy that someone took my picture. Posted by Fine okay Then that sister suddenly gave me the opportunity.

That sister gave me the job to do. brought into this industry I think I know him. None of that. I won't tell you the name. None of that, that's Diya Chowdhury and as long as Sunita will stay in this industry for as long as she can. Sunita will keep the camera in her hand for as long as she can.

Chowdhury will remain this name will stay with me. If something is still good with me today If I have to mention it somewhere, I will. I always mention real names. And today If I don't take the name, then God will punish me. Don't forgive. Because the one whose hand I hold I came because of you or because I recognized you.

I know you or people know me now. But the full credit goes to Diadi. Dia Chowdhury. Almetli. It has also happened that Someone told Diadi that "Well, you're good." Work. But he definitely can't take pictures. So if you work with him, you Ultimately, the work is done and the output is good. Not coming out

Okay, then my grandmother said one thing. If I don't give him a chance, will he learn? Someone has to give him a chance. This is what Sayanidi told me, that you Which means my photography is wedding. I would do it, there are a lot of people in the makeup industry. I couldn't take pictures, so that's what it means.

I'll tell you my story, but you're the one who interrupted me. When I say "start now", I mean the day before. I was telling Saptashita that It was very good that Sayanadi gave me this opportunity. I didn't need to wear makeup then. Even if you pay money to take a bad picture He would give me money and even take bad pictures.

But the fairy was a Chinese fairy who said If you think like this, do it like this, then in that case you should do it. They gave me the opportunity to do it. Fixing myself didn't happen in a day, my photo. Soubik Bachchi, that photo, that tone, that makeup. The smoothing thing or the original color?

Things metaphorically told me to do this. But the shoot is getting worse, already five shoots. This post is not worth posting on a bad page. This is what I told my brother. He said that if you don't do anything bad to me, Do bad things to me, do good things to others. Judge me like this, if you judge me like this,

Also in case This is what I mean in the modeling industry Photographer Become a Viral Photographer and Give The makeup I used to shoot in Kolkata I used to see artists on the phone, celebrities. Makeup artists working with them now Shayna is a very good makeup artist. Dia Chowdhury has a lot of followers now.

He also has a lot of followers, very good, good work. They like to see these things. They gave us a chance, we gave them a chance. We tried our best. I also said something about giving a return. Stop talking, you audience, come back to me. He might curse you for letting him talk.

No matter what, why are you talking to me for so long? I know you, you know me. Whatever comes out, you continue. After that Didn't you tell me that he would pay for taking bad pictures? Not in my case, I mean in my mind. I don't think I ever told Diadi. Is that work done?

I never said the payment was right because I am Diadike. Even then I can never say if ever. It works again. Because Diadi's place is different. That's how our bonding was as human beings. I thought I was my brother's own sister. Hmm. That's what I thought. Even so in my case. Photo It's not coming out well. The video is not coming out well.

I didn't make videos. Still give it to me They forced me to make a video. That's not what you do. Do it on me. You don't even have to shoot. You are at my house. I'm getting ready. You are above me. Don't practice. I also practice on the right side of the syllabus.

You did it. My first I also have a lot of work like this on my profile. Yes, Diadi has his own shoot above Diadi. Mostly Everything is for my practice. They are taking pictures of everything and giving money. Why should I call that person by his name? No Ultimately, am I sitting in this chair or this one?

I'm speaking into the microphone. Everything For Dia Chowdhury Having hands definitely means having hands to climb. A support person is definitely needed. If I Even with just money, you can only do so much. It doesn't mean a lot of time. The other thing that many of us do is But it's time to make it to the place.

In my case, it's because no one is taking me. Can I take pictures or what am I doing? Even now, when I look back at the photos, There were no photos to capture the truth. I used to make the bagel for myself all day long. It's a waste of time, a lot of it.

It's a waste of time that he's taking me on himself. My house is calling, do my work, pick me up. The hand will be set, do it like this. There was no need for the fairy to be calling for money. It's like this: they're giving you income and teaching you how to work.

It was nice that they knew what makeup was needed. We makeup artists know that well. I don't know much about photographers, but whatever. It's a story, so watch more stories like that. More stories Okay Sunita. When you first enter properly, What did you mean by "Geli"? What was the problem? How can you be a professional when you mean the camera?

Kinley then took his own photos from his grandfather's camera. How did the camera work then? How to buy a camera and buy a lens What problems did you face first? When did you become a photographer or a social worker? It was coming when I started working properly. If you could elaborate on the story a little bit.

I bought the camera last, but it's worth it. I bought things before. Lens Light Stand Whatever It Takes Basic things before I buy a camera I was my grandfather's until I bought it. I used to work on camera. On my grandfather's camera Used to work He didn't use a camera. I cut it, what kind of grandfather does this mean, familiar?

Grandfather Familiar So familiar Lives in my neighborhood. Not a family relative, so just like that. No family relative. But what does it mean to say ultimately? It means I loved you better. Yes Okay, I understand, the point is, you mean. My own lens on my grandfather's camera Buy it or not? No, he had everything.

Okay All in the Sense Camera What was the first camera? He had a Nikon D5300. 5300 Plus to him. Who? 50MM was fine. Okay, enough. Now I have to see for myself. Of course Okay, first of all, I'll buy the 50mm. Hmm Saving money I had bought a camera with a lens. Yes, later I bought a camera. I bought a 50 mm.

Buy How to use that 50 I wasn't going to use it, so I bought it. Goodbye But I know, so I will use it or not. Someday Hmm So I bought the 50 mm. Hmm Nikon's Nikon's Okay Because I know I'll go to Nikon. I won't look anywhere else. My Nikon Hmm, I'll buy a backdrop. Backdrop.

Buy a stand I bought this camera while I was there. Okay, I bought everything. What do these do? There was a problem. What are these? What are these? What are these? Buy money, land, save money, then work. It's okay with Grandpa's camera. It's not that I mean it very easily. Done. What would I have studied then, 12 and after Covid?

So our ex-CM who is now was the same then. Paid on mobile Okay, and then I'm like, "Since I'm here, I went and got the 25th one, okay? So I spent them on my classes. I got a scholarship after my TOTH results. Class 12 too I saved it all and didn't spend anything.

And my mother gave me 40 which I paid back. I did it. Okay, I mean, my mother told me that I I am giving. But you will pay it back to me with interest. I did that. So I kept that entire amount and put it in my On the second of April after HS

I bought my Nikon Z5 which I now own. Use The body was the lens before Previously, I had 5 lenses, so I bought an adapter. When I bought the 50mm one... I didn't know then that I meant full frame. I'll go, okay, I didn't know. Yes, it would have been wrong if I had bought a crop body lens.

Okay then. I bought MA Crop. No, you are making a mistake somewhere. No, I bought the crop. There was a crop. I'm saying I bought a crop. I wasn't saying that. Why cut? That means it's still there. I'm arguing, I'm telling you, Nikon will never Crop didn't have to be like this, my dear.

I didn't buy the mount. Hey, tell me you didn't buy the lineup. You I was going to buy an adapter, but it's a flower. Your lens was on the frame, it was a G mount. You understand, since you mean a little, a little. Zenjit, don't you know that those Nikons are flowers? I didn't know the frame was a camera lens.

So much Buy me an adapter. 12 rupees 12 rupees The tail was your full frame. What happened then? What is the problem? I am the first in my bloodline. Child That aside from studying, he is on another line. It means your whole family is going to work. Goat. All the elders are saying that they are working hard.

Good luck with your studies. Okay. Good at studying. Who are they? It is in civil. Okay. Someone is studying higher. Doing. Someone is a doctor, an engineer. Okay. I am good at studying in that field. So I Why not continue your studies and get a job? Going to another profession? First question It was at home. Lots of unrest. My

Dad won't let me do anything. I I wonder if I don't cross the limit today. So I do what I can ultimately. I can't do that. And until then I I realized that I would go into photography. Meaning I will do something in photography. I'm asking a simple question. Okay. Tell me what you think? That

We are earning exactly the money we want now. That money is income from a government job. We would have to fall even further to do it. Exactly The money you earn or mine is excluded. Give Leave me alone. There is no guarantee that I will get a job. Yes, you are in the profession you are in now.

Whatever you do, this is your income. I mean, you think that the income you have now is Are you doing this or will it only get worse after this? Your followers will increase, slowly, you people. Recognizes Popularity Toke brand collaboration is coming Now you have to tell me in that field. Of course, being a girl means you belong to the crowd.

Different from the crowd, okay? Since the brand will take you first, it's clear. The cut is right, what does the brand see? Here I stop you again, my butt is suffering. I think everyone should know the information. I'm telling you, those who don't have brands are the ones who don't. What are you looking at to see who your followers are?

I mean, they study your followers. Not that you have 100k followers. Okay? Or have 1 million followers. But what are followers? Doing? You are insulted in the comments. Giving. Then you won't see the brand. You have to be dependent on Facebook. It will be for a lifetime. And if Facebook ever Facebook has already reduced the amount of money in the future

When more money is lost. Then the lowest You will have to do your class work on Facebook. Which everyone has already started now. So I I say it's better to walk politely. Okay? Again I am giving knowledge. Knowledge is not just saying that Look at Sunita, she's a girl, okay? I have struggled a lot in life, but I am okay.

So I've been watching him since I was little, since I mean, since I was little. He was about to take his battery, there was a trigger. He doesn't have a battery, but I'm fine with that. When I gave him the two batteries, I said maybe he knew then that only Without a lithium battery, the trigger may fall.

No, but I told him that this battery It also means to run if someone wants to run. So it's okay to use deodorizer. I didn't even know why they were there then. A very small girl, a very small one. The girl was coming with two braids on either side. The battery is fine. I was coming with Ye.

Anyway, that's the point. If you struggle to get a decent name today, It has created its own identity as a single person. For which everyone respects and loves everything Everyone gets it, but they can't try. Nothing is impossible, okay then. You say what you're saying about buying a camera. After At first, the restriction was from home.

So this time, for the first time, I felt like crying. I'm screaming out loud not to let me do this. Give I want to do this. The lens was broken. I'm saying this much later. Five years from now, five years or four years ago? Talking In 21 21 will be Then Dad won't let me go out, he won't let me go out.

What pictures will you take? Okay because Dad is obviously thinking that picture What will be lifted? Where will the money come from? Okay, where will the money come from? I didn't even have an idea of ​​my own at one time. Or do I have anything else to say about this matter? No idea.

Now I will explain. Dad won't understand. Because I don't want to understand. Seeing the money in photography is very stressful. If you don't understand, there is a lot of pressure on your passion. Or make it a profession? Of course, I mean, to tell the truth, I'm I'll tell you the case, and you can tell me the case.

I'm cutting, people will give me blackmail again. Okay. That's not a fact. But I will tell you why in the discussion. I am sitting. My podcast is not like you. Why are you asking? We are always in discussion. My podcast feels like a discussion. As if yours I will speak. I will speak. Now to me.

Keep the money. I'm the first to start the wedding. I did. I earn money during the wedding season. I would. But I couldn't see the money. I don't know how anyone can Brother, please stand up and give me a little. They're turning money into money, right? There's no money left, it's becoming money.

Today, 500,200 would be given like this. It's very Bad means those who were on the team at that time or The people I work for used to do this. At first, they gave less money, then again They would have given me money so that I could see the money in my eyes. I didn't even realize I had opened my own team.

I couldn't, new team, okay, there are people. I'm taking money, but the money is turning into money. I couldn't see the butt, but I could see the money. I am a clear cut person in the makeup industry. I'm working every day to see the money. I go to work in the morning or one day without

Or a date, I feel the same way about you as you do. Nice 15 How many dates are there in a month or more? Nice, I don't know, but we're not like that in the morning. I go to work, I work, I come home without money. It's like they give us the money first.

Give me all the money and come home. Take photos of the wedding to end the hassle. Does the case last a long time? Okay? So I'm not saying there's no money in weddings. Many people have done great things. Butt To make the comparison wedding look too businesslike Yes. Those who are the head members of the team's girls

Photographers make it a business. Look into my eyes. And those who are freelancers at the moment, I am Just like I went, maybe you too can work at someone's wedding. You must have done it under some grandfather, some Under Didi's umbrella, of course. So what do they do? They always look for less.

Give as much as you can. Okay? Profit them Brother. It's absolutely clear now that I'm so confused. I couldn't manage a large team to do that job. But how many guys do I have working on my team? I try to get their money before work. So that my money goes to their account

I don't need to pay the client first. So that I can clear their money. The thing I do is I think of getting up alone. It's better to take everyone with you. Okay, I have the money now, then I will give it to you. Dad, where will I get the money first? I bought a camera and got a call for a wedding.

It is clear that we are not professionals. I do the job with heavy professionalism. I have to ask the makeup artist that I will be shooting today. I have to give a video in a week which I I would do it I really I mean, the tagline should have said that You will receive the video within 72 hours.

I would have given it anyway. You used to do that. I had a team that I didn't edit myself. My grandfather was an editor, plus more. There was a boy who used to edit another boy. I had a team of four editors. Now there is no more salary since the fall. I couldn't give it to anyone, everyone left.

I'm starting over again, no matter what. It's too much to show the fake money at home. Why does pressure photography cost money for weddings? You've been doing it for as long as I have. I said the first call is for weddings. Then tell me most of it is your father's. Reaction: Then tell me how you got here.

You didn't say you saw the money, the makeup. Entering the industry That's okay in my case too, maybe very little. I saw that even me every time you or anyone You knocked for the wedding, I just said one thing. I said no, I don't. I didn't do it. Yes, even I don't really do it, not for this.

That I will get a large amount together. I don't like weddings at all. Everyone, do your very hard work. And to be honest, we are female at the wedding. I tell every girl that girls are just that. Is it makeup or something like that? They all do it. Prefers secondary to higher secondary

After giving it to me, I will say that if your passion Why don't you come to our photography? Bright is a girl who often If there is a female photographer, I feel like I It would be nice to have a lot of work on the floor. Why communication will be beneficial first? A stranger is a stranger.

We are also strangers to him. I may have spoken to him and booked him. There is ultimately no girl. There are many benefits to being a photographer. At the wedding There are many benefits. I will tell everyone that only makeup is used for this. Or is it modeling or something else? There's a huge

There is a beautiful profession, that is... Photography I think our girls are better than our boys. They are very patient and very beautiful. If you can do the job, you can try. We all have a problem here. Number of female photographers in the industry A lot less is okay. The number of female photographers is low.

Number of photographers It's very rare that it works well on top of that. Well, most of us in our industry Makeup artists are girls, okay? But they themselves become a girl and become a female. When they went to hire a photographer, their brother Many trust issues arise. Trust issues are whether they can do good work.

Give Since they are so involved in this matter, No, no. Okay, that happened to me too. A model referred me to a shoot. To the makeup artist, that's makeup. The artist told him to do good work. Can you tell him when he told me? If I know, I didn't say anything, then it works.

After uploading the work together, That makeup artist who went viral asked me to do it myself Saying that I couldn't help but think at first that it was so I told you the work would turn out well, just a little. Trust should be used when going to work. Should explore a little. Okay, this is one of the things in the industry.

The problem is that they themselves become girls and become another They can't trust this girl. The problem still happens to me, it happens a lot. Then I mean, it was shot in Mega later. Yes, there were two or three shoots. Well done Sunita, I have a special relationship with you now. Your personality is on a very deep topic.

I'll talk to you, that's when you get home. Why is there no Holly? Very long story What I think is ultimately proper The reason that everyone hears from my mouth I feel like it's okay, that's what I felt too. That's why he and I are on screen today. I will say this for the first time in my life.

There are many different meanings in this one sentence. You will find the answer yourself. Because many people have a lot of doubts about me. Okay, many people in our industry There are people who know me. There are many who know me but I Doesn't recognize through. Hmm. He knows someone through someone else.

Hmm. So standing from that place, their minds There are many doubts about me. Question. Hmm, hmm. Okay. Why? Hmm. Why is this? No one has asked me about this ward until today. Didn't. Hmm. Why? I just The house I left. Just leave your opinions on me. It has been imposed. Right or wrong.

Right or wrong. One point for everyone It is out of view. Many people standing in your place say that I I understand. Doesn't understand anything. No one will understand anything. I If I hear your whole story, I'll get my point. Off view I will create that Sunita has left home. What is the reason or not?

You know that, brother. The one over which it passes. Brother knows. Absolutely clear. This is yours. I understand the feelings. I am you, if you are mine. I wouldn't understand your Finnish even if you were my own sister. It's impossible to understand. That one with that one. He knows what he is doing. So

I'll tell you something is wrong here. No one will judge you wrong. I also sit down to play jazz. No. I just want to know the story. That's exactly where the water rolled, Dad. Or how much water comes up your throat or nose? It was said that you have to take this step. Why?

This was also very difficult for you to take. It wasn't fat. Of course. A girl from a house He went against his parents. Why? Gone? No one asked me that. And I said at the beginning that I am Screen: I will say a sentence today. I am not straight. Okay. I am not straight.

There are many, many, many in this one line. This one has already gone after getting some answers. In the sentence. Okay? So now I come to the topic of why I am home. I left. A few days before I left home, I The realization is that Maybe this is a reason for my parents to be together.

Doing this. What is the reason for that? About a year ago today I had a diary. Who? In the diary where I can't say no I would write the words. Or the ones I'm filling or That's my feeling, is that right or wrong? Don't know I would write that in my diary. The strangest thing is that diary.

In I have never written on any page that I am good. I am. I mean, what's going on inside me, on my side? What is going on? What is wrong with me? Or do I feel bad? I mean, ultimately. The entire diary is filled with nothing but tears and sorrow. There were writings that I would never tell my father.

I couldn't tell my mother where it was already. I've seen my parents struggle so much since I was little. So much unrest is growing, so much is right. I grew up a lot because of lack. I grew up because of lack. I've been a teacher for a while now. I didn't want anything else. When I saw

That I started earning from photography. I did it. I am my parents. I haven't asked for anything since then. I mean, they do it. You can't say that I made any claim that I have to buy this. Just buy it. Will be. No. I never did. So from that place I stand and say those bad feelings to myself.

Someday my father will share with me I couldn't. And I was very introverted. I have been writing diaries since I was little. Butt my father Uncle never read my diaries. Right. Is there? I am what I think I am. I'm talking about today. Since my parents don't like me I mean, he clearly didn't say anything. I have many times

I asked you to tell me. You are harassing me physically, harassing me mentally. Why are you doing this? Did. From October 1st to November 18th There are many things that have happened to me since the date. Gone. I've been like this a lot since I was five. I haven't bathed for seven days.

Okay. I am not eating. I'm not doing anything. Since my parents left after a while, I lived on the second floor. My parents wouldn't even come upstairs. Meaning Did I hang up or am I sleeping? I ate yesterday too. To see my father Would you have come down or would you have been locked up?

I wouldn't go down, plus my parents. If they didn't come up, they would have been their ultimate. I'm fine with my opinion. That's not to say. Dory really took me seriously at that time. Provided mental support Because I'm hugging my mother and saying that Tell me what happened. Did I do something wrong? Why are these things happening to me?

Are you doing? After my usual constant puja, I had a lot of back-to-back shoots locally. Which were cancelled Why did you do it when I asked you every time? I did. The only answer is to stay home and do something. No Now, standing from my place, I know. That in the last five years

I have come to this place after struggling so much. As much as I have come Standing from that place when I I have to hear it from my mother's mouth. Let your career be ruined. Hmm You stay at home. Let your career be ruined, Dad, just like that. Saying What was happening to me when I heard that line?

I know. Hmm To build the career that So much Hmm I've finally reached a place. Even though my throat is shaking as I speak, because every time I Tell someone about this about the family. Hmm, I'm getting a little emotional. Hands and feet Shaking. Huh. Because I have to remind them. I heard it again from my mother's mouth.

Let your career be ruined. Hmm. It felt very bad. My mother gave someone a They call and say yes, stay home. What career? What will happen if these are done? Almetli is then thinking about one thing, what does it mean? Done? Why is this affecting my career? The effect is reading. What did I do? I ask my father.

Nothing, physical beating. One day, I saw that my mother was really upset. Cut my hair. After a while, I see Kali Puja in my house. Is There are many offerings in front of that altar of Kali Thakur. Wash My hair is burnt. Why is it happening? Okay, the question is, why is this happening?

My parents didn't give me the answer. Not yet given. I told you that sometimes. Kali Puja has come from Puja It's been 10 days since Kalipaj. Yes, I've been having trouble for 15 days. They are cancelling the shoot at home. Your puja is 15 days long, start from the tenth day. About 25 days to start, 23 days gap

There is Hmm Okay, that's all I think. Hmm, that's right. So I'm basically saying that my suits Why did you cancel it? What do you mean by phone? By doing, I mean by adding numbers. Says that Sunita will not go. He is unwell. I am fine at this point. Okay, they're constant to me.

It means I'm not okay, I'm out of my mind. Done. Why are you dizzy? Answer me. Me He doesn't give in, every time I try to speak, he beats me. Well, every time you talk, It's okay as long as I ask. Now the makeup artist is calling me. Hmm I mean, all the people who canceled their shoots

Hmm Okay, I don't understand what to say. They really supported it. That's right, your father might be up to something. There was a misunderstanding about Fine Hall is making this point. Kali Puja has come. Okay, maybe 25 days. Kali Puja is being held at my neighbor's house. Lots of noise huh I haven't eaten all day.

Okay, so it happened that my mother actually I'm usually in trouble. I somehow saved my phone. I kept it because that phone is a source. That I can communicate with anyone. But at that time, I had become like someone I couldn't say it out loud because I had There is no reason when someone is ahead of me.

You will ask why they are doing this to you. I can't say that because I myself I don't know why. What happened on the day of Kali Puja? What happened after Kali Puja? My mother is having a very restless day. Beating me. And My throat is choked. Haven't eaten all day. Hmm I'm telling my mom that I feel like choking.

Hmm No sound comes out of my throat. Hmm The phone is recording everything because I have something. I didn't have to. Huh. I needed the proofs. Hmm. The phone will break now. Huh. I will never give up the phone. Huh. Okay. There was a guitar next to me. I gifted my brother a guitar.

On your birthday. I just did that in self-defense. Hmm. My mother was so angry. Huh. After a while, when my father came home. Says it all. They're not really. Dad took the phone away this time. I am. Screaming I went from the top to the bottom room. Or in my room I have the same question with me.

Why are you doing this? What did I do? Okay, now I'm going to beat you up. My mother told me something that I wrote in my diary. Then I started looking for the diary. The diary is not there, the diary is there where I keep it. I felt like I was going somewhere.

The diary has been read. Where it was written I told you I'm not straight. Okay? So these were the things that were written about. You will judge me as a normal person. Judge me as a human being. I am at my home. I can't say. Because my parents are mine. Don't listen. Don't even try to understand.

Okay. I couldn't say that was the friend circle. At that time, a friend of mine told me Didn't knock. How are you? Didn't. I myself have left them. Hmm That situation means at the time that the incident occurred. One thing I realized was that my parents That means he knows that That you

I am not straight. Who? I have feelings for someone. Whom they know very well But they know my side. Doesn't know his side. Okay, fine, tell me. Communicate with me, my or mine. What went wrong? Home events Or my personal matters are my responsibility. Made it public. Public And what happened because of making it public

The alley I live in is my home among the alleys. All my relatives are my uncles, cousins, and great-grandparents. There is Due to making it public They got a chance. Okay I mean, if you see that there is a crack in that place Need to make a hole Got the chance They've started telling me nonsense now.

Hmm huh Standing in my own house, in my own house They are holding my hand and trying to make me go. Not giving OK November 9, 2025 I will never forget. The house next door to me is my own. Holds my hand tightly and won't let go. Down Okay, so what's the point of doing so much work?

Is there anything to go out for? Okay. I said something to your daughter. Matan with two children at the age of 23 I will go around. He tells me yes, what else should I do? Okay. Her husband is my cousin. My father said in front of me that the hands and feet Break it and leave it.

Break the phone first. I said then that I would give the phone to my blood. I bought the money to water. I didn't buy it with anyone's money. And my parents They didn't buy it for me. They told me that money was running out. Okay. My parents stood there. They know me better than me.

Ultimately, they raised me. The birth They gave it to me. Okay. For 20 years To this day, no one has come to my house and called me by my name. I couldn't say a bad word about you. I saw the girl there. Your daughter is standing here talking. I couldn't say it for the life of me. Because I am never me.

I didn't do anything. In which my father's head was cut off Will be. Who? Standing there, my parents Listening to outsiders without listening to them It made me start doing so much jazz. That person who stood there and tried to kill me My father supports those who trade. My brother did not protest.

Relatives say they will kill you like this. I will do it if you come out like this. I have posted a post about your brother-in-law's studies. Look how far I have come, my own brother-in-law. Okay, Khurtuto means my father's uncle. Is the boy okay? How far is he studying? I don't want to say anything about his education.

Reason There will be a dispute. Definitely did the study okay. But then he should have known this much. Whether you sing straight or not is another matter. There is a law called personal freedom. The one you used for our Indian latte. And I should have known this much before I could kill someone.

How uneducated is the thread giving this? Yes, this word is absolutely correct. It is appropriate for him. I may be interfering in your personal matters. It shouldn't be said, but there could be a dispute here. What I mean to say is that it is very desirable that you are a Whether it's a girl or a boy, stay or sing or go.

Hose No matter what I am You are a human being first and foremost. You are a human being first and foremost. My What a choice. Who? What should I choose? But that's totally my personal opinion. The matter is plus that is my right. Okay, who will I be with? Who am I okay with? Who am I okay with?

I will choose that one, but I just had a little chat with your parents. What was the problem? You became a photographer. Is that the problem or are you straight? What is the problem? Maybe after finding out I'm not straight, Vishal The problem arose when the staff It was done professionally, not me.

Many I tore the mask apart. Okay, I'm telling my parents that. You should seriously understand me. It was because you raised me and if That's one reason you're having so many problems. If so, you gave birth to me. I come from you, then. Ultimately, the fault should be yours. Not mine. One more thing.

That is, you listen to me. It should have been. Highlight my words outside. Making me feel so down in front of them If you did, why did you do it? Why did you do it? I mean your own daughter. I should have understood a little. Nothing else. Once I should have thought that Sunita would be like this someday.

He didn't do anything to make us lose our minds. Why are these things happening? Then ask him once. If only for once Tears are coming to my eyes. If only my mother could... You wouldn't sit down and ask me what's going on with you. In? You How are you? No time, no problem.

Did not Didn't ask that. Every father has his own son and daughter. Shouldn't you spend time with me? Atlist You should ask, what do you like to do? I wonder what you're going to be like. Well, you're a fool. You're doing well, right? The one you chose is good. Hmm. This is all that is needed.

These are the parents. Comparing children with others Does. It has done a lot for me too. Hmm. He is good. Hmm. At your age, you can do anything. Can cook, can do this, That's possible. So, can he do what I can? Hmm. I can also learn how to cook. Huh. But ultimately what I'm good at is

Can he? Can't. I mean, what is our job? Just eating and drinking Doing it and watching it at home is not work. There are many other things in human life that Maybe their point of view is, I don't know. Was. Maybe they couldn't accept that. My daughter is like this. But that's not right.

This is human character development. It doesn't happen in a day. No It doesn't happen in a day. Myself This character development of yours is what you do. Whatever goes on inside you, whatever happens inside you I think that's what these are about. Or before doing these things, I'll sit down and talk to you.

To say Tough I have known myself for a long time. This is mine. God's blessing maybe. Many people leave after a long time. Understands when there is nothing else to do Many people understand what it is like after marriage. You will cheat yourself, not that family. Who will cheat with whom? The place where the marriage took place is not in the family

Standing there, I feel like I am I have known you for a long time. God's Blessing But in that situation This is what my profile looked like on November 9th I posted a post from Hmm I am giving up photography. I saw. The post that was forced on me Hmm hmm When I see that my personal matter

What a beautiful public it has become. After going public It's having an effect on my work. Hmm Okay, I'm struggling to get to a place. Hmm I can let that place go to waste. I can't do it. Hmm Okay, I've heard so much about it. I mean, the girl I became. One is the freedom of my own speech.

No, it's okay, will anyone care about me? No, what was done means caring. Not done That's how I sat. In front of me My parents Hmm My uncle Hmm My brother-in-law Jethi Ma Hmm Against me Hmm Okay. Who? This is happening now. So much happened that day, the phone broke. It was supposed to be given.

It was said to be killed. My uncle stands up and says post it. You left work. But he is educated enough. Enough I didn't expect this from him. I shared it with him, which means it's mine. I share everything, not just feelings. I did. Where was the pressure more from than society? Or where was it more than parents?

Almetli when I left home Then I realized that They couldn't take me around. It's normal not to be able to take it. I knew that. One day will come. But ultimately so much I didn't expect it to turn out badly. Okay. I thought about that day. If I don't leave this house Then

Let my feelings be true. Okay. I don't think about feelings. Butt is shaking hands. But my career It will be ruined. The career will be ruined. Ultimately It's done. In those two months, I stayed at home. People spend 24 hours a day on their own for 50 days straight. It's within four walls.

He will automatically go crazy. What I had become. Which I became. I went. I couldn't sleep at night. Basically your excitement. I went into complete depression. Night and night I wouldn't sleep. Okay. I am a fan all night long. I was looking at it. I thought it was the end. Let's do it.

In my opinion, what I have seen myself says This is the depression work we are using. No. This is our father in a way. Mara doesn't understand. I'm not depressed like this. I never studied for marks. Okay. I understand what I have done. Luckily I understood. Otherwise, that's all. I couldn't do it. I have so much to do.

I couldn't. I will go against my left. It's me. I never thought about it. I am against my brother. I'm gone when I see that they love me so much. Against. Plus It has highlighted so many things. That I don't know, but everyone else is mine. Knows everything about it. Okay. Why would you know?

My question is, why would you know? Okay. What Sundar killed me with such a threat. They're telling me to stand up and post. I did it while crying. Hmm. Which is my love. Hmm. I am writing that I am quitting. You were still very popular then. In your post. The video in the photo is still viral. Who?

Plus you have a lot. I mean, ultimately, at that time. You had a lot of fan followers back then. Had followers If I'm not getting up at the time, I'm getting up early. Time I fell at that time. It's okay to call me Jethu, just kidding. I say I'm in a place in September.

I went to promote a property. So it was early morning when I returned home. I made a normal story, an empty train. The sun has already risen, the train is ready. Tell me about the one that left Howrah. Heard it. The girl who goes out, Kolkata It's coming and going, it's definitely gone bad.

Intoxicated You went to see it, so tell me what kind of addiction it is. Tell me, I want to know. On what basis exactly do you say that? You said what I'm addicted to, tell me what I'm addicted to. My parents didn't say a word to me then. I think that means my parents and me.

Don't know. They have no trust in me. Wow. It means the girl is working in Kolkata. Going outside Kolkata. They made me believe that I was something. I am making a mistake. Okay. Nothing. Parents too Manipulated. Which is my parents Didn't understand. So many people outside have said so much. Okay, what do my parents say?

Sundar believed me and didn't do it. They didn't want to listen to me, they didn't want to tell me. This platform is not given to me. Got it I got lucky. I want you to watch the video. What have you done to me? How wrong have you been? You should listen to these things seriously.

How much have you imposed this on me? It finished me off, it surrounded me. My personal life is my professional life. Life Social didn't leave anything out either. I'm telling everyone, I'm including my brother. I'm telling you, it'll be sad to hear that I'm their daughter. I am saying this against them. Why are you against me?

Don't be against me. You don't want to be my opponent, do you? In the Gita, Shri Krishna told Arjuna, meaning Arjuna told Krishna that he could kill him. No, that's my brother, how can I kill him? Then Krishna said that if your own People would not have been in front of you. This is a line that a friend of mine told me.

You said then that if they were yours Then wouldn't it have happened in front of you? I was so motivated then that I That day I I thought I would get out. I will go out and do whatever I can. I have to save my phone for that. Everything that was the procedure was done.

The case is filed in the High Court. This time I'm taking the case to my parents. I didn't do it against you. The violence you inflict on me It was not against what you created. It's okay against parents. I didn't think much before taking this big step. I thought I was emotional towards my parents.

I had to kill the site. Then I was able to take the big step. So many gods No one has it. I didn't have one either. I I never thought I would braid my long hair, I used to wear a kurti. That girl now The transformation has taken place. Sitting with a shirt on

I am here. I cut my hair. It takes a lot of guards. To change yourself. And people are like that. Don't change yourself. No. Okay. The case has been filed. Police It arrived. But I didn't go out. The police came and rescued me. I mean, you're out. Rescued what is called in Bengali. All of you

You have wronged me together. The police came and rescued me. I am out. Not yet. I mean, who filed your case? My case was filed by his house. In Balurghat. Okay. Yes. Because I can physically go. No. No, they're not letting you leave the house. Not giving. Even this happened at my house.

Two or three of my friends went to visit me. With. They don't know anything yet. Butt normally Went to meet. To meet my parents. Didn't give. Just go home with me and excuse me. He sent her away, she has a fever and is sleeping. I'm sick and just sent home. And I can learn these things from home.

The one who came to meet me after leaving. So why did they do this? They were afraid. That someone came to me. I told him this if he had a chance. Help me. If I leave the house, they will kill you. Wanted to block The door was locked from the outside. Once they had done the main gate and my room.

I had no privacy, the house was a mess. It was broken. Okay So I can't talk to anyone on the phone. I couldn't. You sent these things through messages. The most helpful of messages I can't deny this, even. I am still so dishonest and ungrateful. I couldn't deny it either. If there is

How I was mentally affected at that time. If you hadn't supported me, I would have died sooner. I would have ended myself and you told me. I will die. Your father will cry, your friends will cry. Kadbe I will cry. A year later, but everyone has forgotten everything. Will go Your story will end there.

You will die. Then give me the case you filed in the name of your uncle. Did you do something? But each of your names are there. Keep this in mind. Not just against the left, but against everyone. I went and did it at my own house. Plan to kill me standing there. Seriously this.

It's completely settled. I won. You've won, you're saying, get out of the house. Time was a sin, so if a little Please clarify what happened then and what does it mean? Was he not letting me go or was he blocking me? The police were coming, you said, "Do you mean if Explain the matter a little.

The police came to my house at noon. What time is it? It's half past three. It just arrived at noon. And since I I sent an email and brought a Xerox of it. Sign me. And tell me that they Was recording video. As proof. Me Say you want to go out then. I said.

That yes, I want to go out. So listen to this. Mother was outside the house and since it was noon The police are coming. They didn't expect it. They didn't expect it. Plus, since it's noon, it's daylight. Everyone has seen the light coming, right? Then there was a quarrel between them. There was controversy, then I said that

I have a lot of things. You have to take me out, I'm just me. I won't be able to take the money if the body comes out. No, I was told that it's okay when you Call half an hour before you leave. Give me the police and I'll go. Then I'll sort everything out one by one. Everything is fine.

I opened everything on the PC. PC Computer Okay, you guys are going out alone. Something I'm telling you, I opened everything. Since I had a lot of things, what are the things? I like your stand backdrop more. There are many things. Forgot. Even though I don't have clothes or document files, My parents, my Aadhar card and voter card.

So I know it was removed intentionally. He deliberately removed it because he knows that these two You can't go anywhere without documents. You can't do anything, that's fine. Moved, moved, so I didn't care. I didn't do it, I just had to tidy up everything. It was evening and since Dad knew That's okay, give me something.

Didn't say. When the police come in the evening, The lady officer comes with a constable. It was coming. So when he was making the video and I There will be a lot of crowds when I go out. Okay. There's a lot of trouble outside. With the police There was a fight. Okay. With whom

She's fighting, but she's also a girl. As usual. Female officer. Okay. Who was fighting? The people in the neighborhood are pushing me around, but I won't give in. You Yes, I am at home now. I'm going out to the yard. Okay, my phone is mine. I had my camera bag in my pocket and on my shoulder.

Okay, those women in the neighborhood are like that. The Jethi I was talking about is my Jethi mother. My aunt Every neighborhood has a team, every team has a team. My daughter got married to one of my cousins. They are right in the house opposite. There was trouble with it. For the last six years

Trouble. He came to my house and we were together. Okay. They're basically talking bad things to me. Yes. The girls in the neighborhood got angry because of this. Going. Find a girl like me first. Okay. Which means it tells me all these things that I I don't deserve it. Okay. For me or not?

The girls in the neighborhood are getting worse. Why? I Did I go to manipulate them? Of course not. Even the girls in my neighborhood I don't know myself. Because I work myself. I wouldn't leave the house without it. Okay. Standing at the crossroads of my neighborhood I never had the nature to tell stories. And yet

No. And there will be none in the future. Okay. Everything He said it out of anger. This is that. Butt They themselves were burning with joy when they saw me. That It also removed the burning. That mother, Jethi, has pulled out all the rules from my mud. It's about me. My bag, by the way.

He threw it away. And where were the police officers then? Outside the house. Okay. Then there's trouble outside. Happening. And with me, these are my home. In the courtyard. The women are surrounding me, let me go. No. Okay. I can get out of anything. No. Still then He says break the phone. They broke the phone.

Who? In such a crowd I somehow managed to get my phone out and switch it off. I stuffed it into another bag. Okay then. Then give me my camera bag when My head got really hot after that. I bought it with normal difficulty, bro, it's okay. I was very hot-headed then. I screamed, I screamed a lot.

Give me this, that That's right, I'm sitting here now, saying all this. I'm sitting here, okay? No one saved me and that's why The implants were placed on the face. I'm telling you that I'm part of a sex racket. I am involved with the business of Gaza. Involved Okay, this is the one sitting in front of the camera now.

My interview with Soubik on the other side of me Taking No one has trafficked me and no one will. Okay? This is so much to say in my name. Even after that, I deal with it calmly. I didn't say anything in your name. Your fate Good. Then I could do a lot of things.

I have all the proof. Who did what? No, he didn't. I left all the steel. If you want I could have done it. But I'm not that much of a problem anymore. I didn't want to. I really didn't want to. If I were really bad And if Bama really raised him badly So ultimately you would be in jail today.

What you all did to me is right. I suddenly see They're telling me these things, it's okay. I was the one who would save me, then I screamed. I'll leave today, I'll leave now, who cares? If you can do it, do it. Ultimately, no one could do anything, it was just me. There's nothing I can do when so much is happening.

I somehow called Dory. I did it so that it was like this, but it still means that The lawyer was named Pewdie Pew, calling Pewdie. Pewdie called the police station and said this was happening from 15 Three police cars will arrive in a few minutes. Okay. When I finally arrived at my house,

I'm leaving the gate. A man says to me I didn't think my father would let me go out. Gone. Oh well. Well, if in front of you Someone else is taking your son or daughter. If you ever said that about me, you would feel sorry for me. No. It seemed. Before telling this to another father, I mean

I never thought that such a long line would be I will tell you or I am telling you, what about that father? Maybe it's just a coincidence that I heard this. You seriously lack education. Okay, I think I'm in a bad place. A little more I knew they meant you. Do you think that girls have the right to know so much?

If you know, you can do something. You can't. You can't force anything. Right? You can't press it. He couldn't even touch me. And then no more. If a Sunita were in space If this Sunita can come after two months, Why can't you fly up to the sky, brother? You too There are no rights. To stop me.

There is no right. So much happens. I heard everything. That man I said. I'm not leaving to enter this house. And this I'm leaving and I'm going to live in a building. I won't give it. And I'm hearing so much. I will give the answer one day. This is what he says. I'm out. Everything is fine.

Definitely supported the police. Of course. Why not? First of all, which one? Didn't apply. When the order came from the High Court, The notice went out then. It's stuck. So big that it will stand. Maybe they didn't understand that either. They didn't understand that I was bigger than them. Your house is in the proper Nabadwip.

Absolutely correct. My house is 2 kilometers from Nabadwip. I mean, Serampore in the distance. Was your area a municipality? I don't understand. Neither the municipality nor the panchayat. A little for him The problem is more I see a lawyer coming. He is also The High Court Okay, so where is he teaching? Where is the court order?

Well, what are you doing as a High Court lawyer? Don't know why there are so many without orders. The police will come. Which one is illogical? A photographer would definitely call the police. The police will definitely not come if he says he can't. There is evidence. Okay, I mean these. Then then means

Then your computers are your computers. Were you able to do it properly? I couldn't get those two documents. The two documents are basically your Aadhaar. You can now get your voter card online. To send in your own name or to your own address No problem. These things happened so much since I heard.

I took it. What can I say about my reputation there? My self-respect was blown away. Gave. Okay. I mean my words. Didn't do it to you. Okay. Because I am young. They are big. Just because you're big doesn't mean you can't make mistakes. Do all mistakes happen to children? No, of course not. How much is something today?

I didn't. If you are wrong, you will go to court. How do you win the case? Exactly. High Court, Kolkata. The High Court doesn't understand emotions. High Court or They will see the evidence in any court. They are. You won't see. And what is happening is that I am in law. I am telling you a truth that many people don't know or

This is what personal freedom means. Why human rights come first? A person's survival is his It means it's good if it's done according to your own wishes. Only by being human can you live well. It wasn't a crime, it was your crime. You were nothing, you were just a little bit different from society.

It was different. If this is a crime, then those who They can't accept you into society. The problem is where you are today. Today you have come to me here in Kolkata. To me, you are not a male or female. You are my colleague, my best friend. It means that whatever I say, friends,

You and you first and foremost, you are one. Artist Okay, you're an artist, you mean. You are the creator who creates. My identity is mine, not everyone says so. A person's identity is revealed through their work. It should not be with his sexuality. He doesn't care about his gender or anything like that.

He's the one who'll be operating the camera, so he's a boy. Either that or she will cook for him. It doesn't matter if it's a girl or not. We do the work we do, no matter how big or small. It means that work makes us accept it. That's a lot. That we are doing this is a big deal.

Not that we can do the work we have the opportunity to do. I got this, many people nearby, this is all. Many people don't have hands or feet. We are doing the work and we are We do the job, we do it well. Surely someone should have a problem with that. No. I think it's from somewhere.

To make revenge their character. Definitely Yes, that's all I have with you for. I've been talking for so long, everyone's podcast. Watching. What is the point of revenge here? A girl, my daughter, cooks at home. Does. My daughter works here. I am mine. You won't keep your daughter like this. Why? Isn't that right? This is the question that arose for me.

The girl is alive. That's your daughter like this. Why not live? Isn't that right? So your daughter will be in someone else's house for the rest of her life. You can go and do that cooking. Yes. Okay. That's a child protection. Or just produce the child. And The child will stay there for the rest of his life. Today

Listen, I mean, I'm at home with him. It's been a long time coming. Podcasts in my house Happening. So, a long time ago at my house Coming. I was asking him that. Stay alone. I asked at the beginning that Isn't that a real problem? To cook I mean, he didn't know how to cook.

They said they'd do a podcast. But still everything Knows how to cook. The classes are also videotaped. The dishes. So I want to say, aunt, your The girl who is there or you who are about her What kind of nonsense did he say about the girls? I'm talking about Jethima. So, I will tell you, Jethima.

Your daughter can raise your child. Can cook. What else is there in him? Has activities, can sing and dance well Can? I've never heard of anything like that. Is there a girl named Kar in Nabadwip or am I hers? I haven't seen any between my sister and brother. So if I were an artist, I would know a little bit about myself.

I heard the news. But I can sing. I am talking about that Zetima girl who You were told that he told you various things or That Jetima is his daughter, what you can do now. Paris clothes shop cooking house You are managing a flat, managing a house. You are managing a family, you are a family.

Have you learned to handle it? Is his daughter yours? You can do it if you give me your camera. This is the question that I want to ask today. If the girl were well, her father If the mother had not had pressure for six months, If only my parents understood him a little.

Personally, I mean everyone, belittling someone. I'm not saying you might have a problem too. He knew it and you know we are none of them. If you only sat on a podcast for two hours, you would understand. The girl would be with you and the girl Maybe it would be better if I just said that.

I mean, you would have been fine, but for now, you're on your own. The world has created its own world in Kolkata. No one lives alone, that's all I can say about Kolkata. He stays awake all night, his phone rings all night. If you do, you can get everything. He has a lot now.

Is the friend new or is he new? The family will also be formed. One day or another So his family will be formed. Someone alone There is no. All for some, no for all in the world Someone is sitting right for someone. Hmm, hmm. No one sits alone in this world. Even when he is alone, he makes his own decisions. Her

He has made the work all his own. Standing at this moment. Standing at this moment. Its future. I will definitely hear the plan from him. But you lost a talent. You may not be able to realize it. That I do photography myself. I am a boy. I have to hear this anyway, Rosie.

Those who don't understand that I do photography. I When someone asks me that Do you do photography? With photography What are you doing? Me too What are you doing with photography? or YouTube I make videos on Facebook. My Facebook. I have three podcasts so far on podcasts. I made it. Two podcasts massive vids I

I didn't expect to say this in the first podcast. 17,000 views 3,000 views on the next podcast Today, Sunidar is doing it. I don't know mine. What will happen by. But we are doing it for you. I am like a boy, I mean I am like other boys. Go and sit by the station, it must be happening.

I am not taking injections for addiction. He's not doing that. He wouldn't be sitting here today. In front of me. I am certainly the one who I won't call. That's all I meant. Yours I haven't called any other girl from Nabadwip. Why did I call him? He has talent. There is creativity in his profile.

Many big brands are not crazy. He is giving time to those who are calling him. They are his. How many people are sitting around trying to get time? How much? Fan to hear two words from him. Sitting. So I'll just say what you lost. Aunt or aunt or brother or their You relatives don't understand. Or else

You will understand. It will be too late. Already ready Gone. Well, Sunita, are you ever coming home again? Do you want to return? And if you return, what is the reason? And If you don't come back, tell me the reason. I don't want to go back. So everyone has got the answer. Maybe Sunita's

Because if that house were my house, I didn't have to leave that house. It's true. And as I said before, if the people in that house If it were mine, it would be in front of me. No. He would stay by my side. No, I said very practical. You will never come back here like you are.

You are creating your world. It takes a lot of courage to say this. Of course home Why would you just leave your own house? So I heard that you've been talking for a long time. I mean, how did you leave home or what? He must fight against society by doing those things. We heard the fantasy, but this is a female version of you.

I want to know two or three more things from you. I want this kind of thing, like many girls, to be physically It's okay to be harassed on the train. On the bus, at home, with family, outside It's okay at work, everywhere. But now you can see it for yourself. So, have you ever had anything like this happen to you?

I mean, maybe someone at work What does it mean to be a colleague at work? Okay, what are the elders inside the school and college? What kind of fear is there in the house today? Seriously In your own home Family members, my parents, if you listen to me now It would be surprising if their daughter was also a victim.

Someone's I was in class six when I was a child. I didn't understand any of this. Class Six to Class Nat has been closed. I mean, you mean that. Forced Physically abused by family One did. I mean, I have two fathers now. You will be very surprised to hear that they are in that house.

With a girl in such a bad house or Don't tell your family if you're six. That Brother or a friend Friends, friends, not just one or two. I mean, two or three people know that I'm with them. This is what happens to those who are very close. You never wrote in your diary what I'm saying.

Diary There was something going on inside me that was... And then I was very, I mean, I was like, If I say that, how will they take it? Who? That means ultimately two things can be one. Being Either that or he's been harassing me for a long time. Hold Whoa whoa. Either we will have a problem with them.

Hmm. Okay. A fight will turn into a war. Huh. Otherwise, my family might tell me. That I won't tell anyone. It will be either of these two. This time I I didn't want him to blame me either. Maybe. Again, I didn't want that since it means two things. Let there be trouble between the two families.

I didn't want any. I couldn't say. Now I said it openly. Why don't you have my family anymore? There is no one before or after. That wouldn't be your family. Stay by my side, maybe today, even today, about this. Maybe you'll never talk to me about this again. You wouldn't have discussed it if you were at home.

Maybe So If I were at home, I wouldn't have said that. Was there anyone very close? Very close Very close Very close More than I won't say anything else. That's all I can say. So I couldn't tell you at home. Butt with those These are Please tell me. Tell me. Protest. Don't be silent like me.

As long as I remain silent, I will remain silent. A lot of bad things have happened to me. A now Not happening. Now my bad is in front of me. That means having the courage to say bad things. Gone. You are wrong. You are wrong with me. You did it. I can say this now. Even me

I also mean if I make a mistake I also have guards to say sorry to, which is not there. People mean, most people are like that. Those who make mistakes and don't admit it But they understand that they made a mistake, it's their own fault. Don't lower your head, there are two of me.

There are guards, if I'm wrong I'll say that. Yes, I'm sorry, I made a mistake, and if I If the opponent makes a mistake, I have the guts to call that mistake a mistake. So I would like to say that please those who own their own homes What would you say before you get on the bus or train?

It starts with the family. Maybe an uncle or a grandfather from your own family. Who is behind, Mr., Mrs., or Brother? Uncle is familiar. Someone familiar, yes, that would sound really bad. That's right, yes, it all starts at home. Maybe later on the tram or bus. Ultimately Home first What do you think of this person?

Mentality Okay, that's what it means. Society can accept this, but you Unable to accept bisexuality or You accept that you are not straight. Can't take it or are you gone? Can't accept. I mean, I think that society Society can accept 100 of these rapes. A thousand questions then, "Hey, maybe it was his fault."

Hey, why did you go out at night? Hey this and this and that Ultimately, it is forgotten after a few days. Normalize Everything is done. Okay. Accepts but They. They made a huge noise for two days. This That's the judge, uncle. What is Ultimate? Then they too stop. All It is covered up. Then half a man is half a woman.

People don't have the courage to seek justice. Okay, they are gone and this Natural things are not natural to them. Abnormally, I have many acquaintances now who To those who will understand the matter, I didn't say or I'll explain why. Myself The podcast for him All those questions are slowly being answered and where

You'll be able to cut your talk if you do a live show there. You will get distracted when the message comes. Many people today are thinking what you are not saying. If you want to go live on Facebook, something big will happen. It doesn't work. Isn't that possible? Nothing happens live, no solution.

The solution is to sit down and step for yourself. Take steps for yourself first. You took it. Going to court means going to court. You fought and won. You made me live today with my head held high. So I'm saying I left my house. Head held high. Hmm, that's what I'm saying. Because ultimately it's not my fault.

But after you are all gone, your side You did the clarification live with I thought about it today. Yes, I am today, but after that day I am saying these words. Yes, and I thought that was your side. When I open a podcast, the first thing I hear is you. I called that Fast Podcast was one of my

I really wanted to be with you sir. That's what I started with, then I I called you then because... You were a little busy with your work. But his Exams were coming up, and I was also busy with work. So it didn't happen, it ultimately happened today. And that's all. I would say that many people are watching the podcast today. We

I have gone ahead to talk a lot. Maybe I should just say that it's just a girl. No. Even a boy, if he understands that his He feels something else inside. That's him. It's fine if your parents don't understand. Talk. But you will laugh at him. No. Please don't harass others. I stopped when you said that.

You don't understand your son or daughter. Not petting. You tell me. Maybe they They will choose a life like theirs. But them I mean, this guard is coming between you. You came to my podcast and confessed, right? What you're saying is that you mean to say this. It takes a guard to say, "I am this, I am that, brother."

Even if you don't accept me like this, No problem. That's what I meant, I mean, ultimately. People I have a lot of fun with in my profession. The relationship is fine with those I explain to. I didn't do it or something is wrong now if they I don't watch the whole video now.

I don't know if they'll hang out with me again. I will say one thing about them, but if They are educated, if they are serious, then they are okay. For those who are educated, this will be normal. It's better if you don't mix it well. Because Sunita Kar has now learned to be alone.

No one is needed. That's what you've learned, this god among all. It doesn't matter what the situation is, you understand yourself. You have made yourself many. I don't know how I got here. You must have had some good people by your side. At that time, people were slaves to circumstances. People go where they are pushed.

Maybe he's good in this situation. You might feel bad about that today, right? That's human behavior. It's always changing, it's a natural thing. You are the same person you were five years ago today. You can never be like this today. Sunita, will you be the one who is the problem? You have won the battle of life, today you have one of your own.

No one needs your identity now, Sunita. Are you someone's daughter or someone's daughter? Brother-in-law Only Sunita You are now Sunita. Just Just Okay. I accept this. Yes, you accepted it and that's what I think of as acceptance. I'm not the only one who says it, not even a girl. Even among boys, many people believe in a boy.

Many people are holding on to too many feelings. I I think yes, maybe in some way. Okay, they're making themselves that way. Or going. So I'm just saying that whoever Let everyone be happy with what they have. Nothing else. It's not a bad thing. It does not constitute a criminal offense. So is he like a good, normal person?

He is there. So he's showing his art. Someone Someone is singing and dancing. Okay? Someone has a lot of megaphones. There is an artist I know, my grandfather. I mean, I treat them like mentors. I mean, there are many people, so I think they There are many places that have now been reached.

What I mean is, just tell them that they It's not like that, they have a different identity. I will say that it's okay for people to be wrong many times. People don't understand that our father died. I think you should understand your son a little. To the girl There is only one thing to say or for us that

Please understand your children a little. Try and those who have my age. Tell them the same thing in your group. If any of your friends can open up No, please understand him. Okay, please understand, please, now those who are mine That bad guy wasn't by my side, I'm fine. I'm talking about my relatives. I'm sick.

He said a lot of bad things. Okay. Now they How are you doing, message me? Okay. How are you? Sister, brother? Okay. Don't be mean to me. So I You also have the right to know how I am now. No. Sorry. No. Now Sunita has made up her mind. Myself. So no one is needed.

I have to tidy up. I mean, I'm not in my life. I had only one dream, that is... Let people know me. I don't need a lot of money, people. Just having enough money is enough to get by. It's okay if people don't recognize me. Or when many people came to me and said,

Well, this is your daughter, is it a good picture of you? Makes When these started happening, I It had become normal for my father. My father was okay with photography. I didn't accept it until then. Boys and girls have to prove themselves first. Then parents will accept it, but it's very difficult. It's a bad thing, but I've supported it from the beginning.

I didn't get it from my mother, I got it from my father, that's right. There are people who see that I am making money. He came and said, "You are talking well." Then he went to my Father has accepted the matter before he proves it. It was very difficult before I had to do it, but

The thing is, it wasn't that normal, not yet. So nothing has happened yet, so people It's okay to be so jealous of me, but when I will become very self-reliant. I have confidence that I can do it. I think it will be done. I can stand there, right? If they do something good by chance,

What will you do to me? Do whatever you want. From here to here I will go. I will go. Okay. Let's go into a little rapid fire. I will question. Answer me. Favorite photographer. Seventy-seventh government. I'm fine too. Then there's the favorite makeup. Artist. Dia Chowdhury. Favorite model. Favorite model. Nobody I'll give you options on the line, whoever is there.

Megha Priya is okay, Dori, then it's happening. Good luck If these are the names, give me the name of the one who is the most beautiful. Possessor Megha Priya Padt Friend, it's okay if I'm professional. I want to see. Good luck sir Obviously, obviously, it's beyond funny. I like this bass, Sulagna. I think the best thing to say is that I like the sound.

Everyone is good to me, but I am very happy. I like the silence. If I go according to the profession, if I do the work I need to define it and say, "So, Sulagna?" The And now until then, you want to. What in life? Yes, Rafit Fire in a short time, since then

What will you do? After that, I want to travel extensively. Where do you like to travel the most? Mountain sea Mountain Which side is the mountain? Do you mean Kiram Hill? No Which side do you like better? Meaning of Sikkim Purulia is getting dry, Sikkim is getting dry. Green feet. Are trees becoming mountains?

The snowy mountains of Kashmir? Ice. So, where do you want to travel outside the country? Is there? Outside the country. I want to first I want to know my country better. Of course, there are many who will go abroad. Bali will go around, Thailand will go around I wish I could get to know my country.

Good morning, I'm fine too. Okay, now it's photography. Everything went well, what will you do next? What should I do next? What is completely wrong with photography? I'm not giving up photography. Well yes That's my route. Absolutely. Okay. There are some dreams that are very personal. It can't be said that there is such a thing as

I can't say. Why did you follow Kan? The relationship is not what it used to be. Do you want to buy a camera now? Do you have a camera or something? Lens is your dream camera to buy. Dream Lens My dream camera is the FXXth reason. I have a little bit of filmmaking experience with this subject.

There is a knock on every door. You definitely made a good choice of camera. Well, you care more about passing time when What do you see most when you are sitting or standing? Is this a movie or a web series? When I am free. I don't see anything, I sing because it's mine.

I will be one. Yes, make a video. So we come to the very end of the podcast. I'm coming to ask him one last question. I will ask Sunita, she says it like today. Podcast ends, that's Sunita. Family after being broken up a thousand times Friends Society Despite being pushed by everyone, Nose after leaving a loved one

Even though blood is coming out of your mouth, you still turn around. That Sunita is standing there.