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It's high school, you're in chemistry class, and the girl two rows over is your crush. You find her beautiful, and you think she's the girl of your dreams. You'd love to talk to her, to tell her how you feel, to approach her and ask her out, and you replay that interaction in your head every single day.

But, well, you've never spoken to her. Maybe you've said a few words in passing throughout your classroom interactions, but you haven't even properly introduced yourself, and to be honest, you feel that she may not even know who you are. But even with this, she has completely hijacked your brain. And from these tiny scraps of information, you have built an entire universe.

You've decided she's funny, even though you've barely heard her talk. You've decided she's smart, even though you have no idea what her grades actually are. You've decided she'd be the perfect girlfriend, that she would love your music and your weird sense of humor and the dumb shows you watch, and that if you could just get her to notice

you, your entire life would be different. you see her interacting with another guy and your stomach drops in a way that really doesn't make sense. You feel like someone broke up with you, except nobody broke up with you because there was never anything to break up. You barely know this person, but somehow, watching her laugh at some

other guy's jokes, you feel like you just lost something that was yours. That feeling is the pain of a crush. In your logical brain, it really doesn't make any sense.