Video by raegan.lynchh

Day 9 of starting over my whole entire life. Hi, I'm Reagan. And a year ago, my 5-year relationship ended badly. And when I lost him, I also lost my city, my apartment, and all my friends. But today, I have to go back. No. No. I've thought about this moment a lot. What I would do if I ever returned to my old city.

What I would say if I ever ran into my ex. In my head, I've seen this play out so many ways. I can hide. I've cursed him out. I've wished him well, I've pretended he never existed in the first place, but in reality, I was really hoping this day would never come. Because that place was my whole world that I spent the last year letting go of.

And now I feel like I'm bracing for the impact of all the memories I worked so hard to forget. Because I've been taking so many steps forward. But what if this is a giant leapfrog?