Video by raegan.lynchh

Day five of starting over my whole entire life. Hi, I'm Reagan. And a year ago, my five-year relationship ended badly. And since then, I've spent most of my time crying or rotting. But tonight, I talked to someone new. I let my childhood best friend talk me into going out. She took me to a bar and ordered me a drink

and struck up a conversation with the guys sitting next to us. And one of them asked if I had a boyfriend. I don't. And if he could buy me a drink. And I said yes. and I don't know how to feel because part of me feels like I'm cheating like talking to someone

new means I'm somehow betraying a man who doesn't want me I don't know we're ignoring that but there's another part of me that's so proud because I was sure this would wreck me that talking to someone new would make me want to cry but tonight I actually did it and I'm not crying