Video by raegan.lynchh

Day four of starting over my whole entire life. Hi, I'm Reagan. And a year ago, my five-year relationship ended badly. And since then, I've spent most of my time either crying or rotting. But tonight, I'm going out. I'm still not sure I want to, but my childhood best friend keeps asking to go for drinks.

And I've kept saying no, because up until now, the idea of putting on a cute outfit and sitting in a bar and maybe talking to whatever guy walks up to us has made me want to cry. Like, sob, actually. And I'm still not sure I can do this, because part of me still does want to cry.

But I think it's time for me to remember that there's more to life than just a boy who didn't want me. And that there's more to me than just wishing he did. This one, right? So here's to stepping forward, even when we're not totally sure we're ready to. Let's get back out there, shall we?